Knowledge from current experience needs winding, we have already wound it to peak capacity, so why completely stop and in doing so forget. Writing down and linking parts of the puzzle may help getting back to where we left of when we do eventually overcome or decide to dive back in. In the short time you leave it, left long enough you will forget. Leaving browser windows open helps but it is not enough. You will need enthusiasm to login again, you will have to understand and be adaptable to change navigating around websites. Bookmarks will disapear, often cloud plugins prevent pages from opening. Document what you do, maximise your time on doing the highest yield, avoid greed and follow what is suggested (without distractions) on home pages. Some sites are very supportive and want to succeed but most however are not. They just want your longest gaze. When you are on your own doing things time flys by to quickly. If you have others doing things for you, you want them to be productive, by giving clear instructions it will be much quicker to check they made there quotas instead of settling for happy for the help syndrome.
Spatial awareness changes when you decide to stop. Interruptions happen which in hand shuffle patterns and if you are like me often when shuffling you drop the whole deck and in so spend time on menial tasks of cleaning up, then you look at the time. Additional information can shut you down, this can takes days to reset. In that time you have forgotten little things that will take up hours of your productive time. However a break is valid it makes you human, like human they want you to be. Change is unnatural so letting go of reason is a good thing. My internal monologue however is a problem too. Part of one of these mind-maps shows the importance of spending time in different situations with other people. These situations support the pursuit of overcoming difficulties. Is hard though to make the synaptic links until you have done it. Doing it is important however attributing each to what you do is conflicting in the sabotaging mind. Try treat each separately, and remember not everything needs to be written down, especially when it comes to social settings. You might not be like me. If you've found in search I suspect you will be looking for reasons to close this tab as fast as possible. Write your own version this might help you, like I hope is helping me now.
I have embraced a quick selection of visual images and mind maps in the pursuit of happiness, hopes of fitting in, moving towards the correct shape for the right post. Think right charger for a device or the correct cog for a wheel which has been turning for years with an unsatisfactory output. Yet there is no one man or thing to gauge yourself with. Doubt creeps in, time stops, forget occurs, back to square one in a field of nothingness. Nice to see but uncomfortable to think as you reflect on the memory of something that has never worked satisfactorily to you. Recognise when this happens and know opposites have no rhythm of reason. Nothing you do is pointless however there is always a goal to get in the way. If you have a goal you are passionate about reaching then this should far out-way the dichotomies of life.
Facetime with most entities is productive as long as we are able to process as well as remember about what we daily learn. Evolving with memory loss is a daily task. This can be just what you need on that given day. However you might not be there yet, acknowledge that and put on a shelf someplace. Don't get lost in searching for solutions in this, not today. Today you might miss an important opportunity to shine. If you do well the feedback you get from yourselves and overtime other people might help. Perhaps there are softer ways. Please let me know at anytime below on what you can bring to the tables.